heh. it seems I posted my last entry when I was a freshman. time flies..
i'm a totally different human then I was then.
Less cute, less gothic..
more lazy, even less motivated..
more outgoing, less sweet..
more confidence, less self-hatred..
not sure if my level of instability has changed any, but it's certainly possible.
I was so level-headded then. Level-headded and very PRO SUICIDE, but level-headded nevertheless..
cept when it came to my own safety.. then i'd calmly and sincerely suggest jumping off a cliff as a positive solution to a problem..
and I think i've found true love. :} heart
if former me could see me now, she'd do a doubletake.
{Then she'd sigh, take out her pocketrazor, and slit her own throat.}
i've learned: {using the same 9-point thing I did in 08}
1. how to not freak out when going to an anine convention blaugh
2. the best way to sleep is with someone beside you/in your arms heart
3. someone you love can be everything you've always hated, and you can still love them. burning_eyes
4. friends are reallyyyyy annoying when it comes to #3 sweatdrop
5. even if you never lie to someone and they claim to do the same to you, it's probably total bullshit. emo
6. but you can hope otherwise with all your heart. 3nodding
it helps when you can tell when they're lying, haha. helps even more {but is more annoying} when they know you do that.
7. how to play Duel Monsters 4laugh
8. {relearned}how annoying it is to be looked down upon by someone you care about.
9. that maybe I really do have a future... with you... whee
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