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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
This Love and Hate
School has been really intense. I thought I would be back this week and I'm aiming for this weekend, this Saturday and Sunday. I got really behind on my cleaning and forgot about some essays this last weekend.

On the plus side I got rewarded for all my hard work. I have 100% if not more in each of my classes <3 I'm really proud of myself. My teachers all commented on my work in praise, well except for one class where I got in trouble for misunderstanding the text XD But a lot of us ******** up in that class so I don't hold it against myself.

What I do hate is that I got injured again. I went to the physical therapist on campus Tuesday cause I was in extreme pain Monday and Tuesday. He said I have foot condition that cannot be cured? Tomorrow I am going to the doctor so hopefully they won't say the same thing. It really hurts to walk and I have volleyball tryouts in two weeks so....it's not good to be out on an injury. BAH.

I will write more later? I'm really tired since I didn't sleep last night and the night before I slept like two hours C: I will cover my AMAZING ROOMMATE and SANTA CRUZ LABOR DAY WEEKEND! <3 Both are so epic.... seriously.... <3

Overall, I'm really happy. Ironically I think my life has been a lot better when I don't think about the people from high school =w= As much as love some of those people, it does hurt to think about them. I always feel like we are so far apart. If I'm the only one contacting people it gets really old... then they're like "D> Why haven't you called?" ">[ Seriously? YOU HAVE A DAMN PHONE TOO! USE IT b***h!" XD ROFL ... b***h... XD I dunno, it pisses me off when people get upset you don't call and they have your number... if they really missed you so much THEY should have done something about it XD

When it comes to Christy and Andrea, we know that we call when we call. I feel the same about my High school friends, only I doubt more that they would EVER call me first XD HAHA! Not that Christy ever calls me first either XD but she sends texts and that's just as good to me <3 Andrea sends texts like all the time =w= so we know we're busy.... we never get time to call.... and I text Gary every now and then. Same with my brother and mother. C: I let them know tidbits and s**t. I need to add Hannah to my list of little texties >w> Devious little me wants to FINALLY become better friends. I'm only a little scared to do this.... I don't know what kinds of things are off limits with her and such.... D> I mean, where do I start and what do we already know about each other that wasn't a secret? D> I CAN DO IT D< I SHALL [/ readies to glomp Hannah]

Most of all though, I think I miss being able to be there for my roleplay friends. I have been unreliable and broken a lot of promises. Each one breaks my heart apart a little more.... Time heals all wounds =u=





 
 
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