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Subject:Lucia Infernosa
Diagnosis: Schizophrenia with Suicidal Thoughts, Harming Her Own Well-Being through Self-Mutilation
January 1st, 3010
I am Lucia, the Daughter of the Devil, Gemini to Lucifer, Wife of Satan, My fathers Gemini. I am in a Host, Her name not be Important to My Chronicles, just Her Place.

But...even I must admit this is Her Legend.


I am Ashleigh Hawkins.
From this point forward, the warning given at the beginning of this document is invalid. ALL dates and times shall becorrect, for these are my actuall accounts I am currently under during my stay at the undisclosed location I am at.

September 10, 2010
I am here because something bad happened to me and I cant tell anyone, or I will die. No one will be out to kill me, except for myself, for I have a disease, I am not quite right. I am in love, but he dosent know it, I did not have enough time to tell him. My friend is my brother who is my flame that kept me from plunging the razor that carved "DIRTY" into my neck, making my room the color red i have always wanted.
You see, I love my Brother. He can calm me down, but he hurts when I hurt, he is the only person on this living earth that knows what happened to me on the night of September 8, 2010, except for me and the one that did it to me.
My brother tried to help me, but all I did was scream at him, making him depressed, and it hurt me when I saw him like that. So I did the ownly thing I could do, I carved my sin ino my arm, my "DIRTY"life.
I have permission to chronicle my stay here, and it shall be for those girls on the edge of insanity. A friend once told me" If you save one girl from the same life you had, your pain and suffering shall all be worth it and never in vain."

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