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His girlfriend offered to leave him and let me have him today if he wanted me... I said no. She pretty much gave me a chance with you, Cody. She said if it was for your happiness she would. What a cliche. Of course we want you to be happy! Thats why i don't push how much i love you. It would be a cliche if i said i'd die for you. Is it a cliche if i said i'd kill myself or physically hurt myself for you?? I don't know if it is, but i would. If i could i'd take away your pain from surgery and your ankle. If i could i'd make sure no one ever hurt you physically or mentally ever again. If i could i'd kick your real dads a** for leaving. If i could i'd take away your asthma. If i could i'd give you my LIFE. How can i be best friends with you if you won't talk to me... If i can't have you as my second half, at least let me have you as my closest person... please i already miss you so much..

You can continue with autumn and keep loving torix.. You don't even need to love me, just don't leave me.. i can't live without you.