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HI STALKERS! biggrin

	Never
	Never

Never

Everyone just go away for a bit.
Leave me alone!
I need space to breath
To think.
But with everyone around
I’m crowded into a million thoughts.
It feels like I don’t have a choice anymore.
I’m just a plot, only half written.
My story can’t unfold.
Scribbles and scribbles just fill the lines of the page.
The author writing away,
But caught on the snags that just never seem to leave.
All I want is to have a normal life for a bit.
To be me.
I long for the life of others,
For the way they are so care free
So open
Innocent.
Forever I shall be cursed with this mark,
Struggling as I walk through life.
Because of my family,
I will never be me.
Never me.
Never.

So this past weekend, a lot of things happened with my family. It really broke me down. Then on top of that, I had one of my friends really just make me feel horrible, as if I didn't care for her. But she didn't even know what was going on and why I didn't want to talk.

But I sat down this week and really thought about it, and maybe it was best I let her go. All things happen for a reason, and trying to stop something that is going to keep happening isnt good, so just let things go. smile

BUT BACK TO THIS! I was really upset with my family. It was confuzzling me so much, so I sat down and wrote this.

I DO REALIZE NOW THAT I CAN BE ME! I was just sad when I wrote this ^^ Maybe leave a comment and tell me stuff! It will be nice biggrin

I enjoy being me razz

CherrioBeeKnee · Sat Sep 25, 2010 @ 06:18pm · 0 Comments


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