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I worked all day to come home to this after showering and getting ready to go meet up with Isabela...

Isabela Aznar October 11 at 10:16am
hey, so I know this is going to sound bad. but honestly, i'm not very good when it comes to relationships.
and I don't know why, I might just be having a bad few days mentally? but I think I made a mistake by jumping into a relationship after just getting out of one.

so...I don't know how to say this, but when you're on let's talk, because right now i'm not prepared for anything so fast as where we are, and I really think I just need some time to be single, and stay away from boys for a while.
:/

Blue Welsh October 11 at 5:30pm
Lol. I think I'm in love with you.

Blue Welsh October 11 at 7:14pm
Just to clarify since that short message might be misleading.
I am in love with you.
I loled because I quit my job today because I want to see you more.
I'm sorry I tried too hard to push my way into your life. I really like spending time with your more than anyone else I know. I didn't mean for things to move this fast, I just went with the flow. I planned on taking things much slower but I'm glad we did everything we did, spending these few weeks with you has been amazing. I hope we can talk tonight.

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I really don't know what happened. Everything was so unbelievably perfect. Its like I'm waking up from a really good dream, and all I want to do is go back to sleep and fall back into it.

I fell really hard for her at the exact wrong time, now my stomach is going crazy and I feel like I need to get some tears out but my mind is so blocked up I can barely think.

I wish there was a reason behind this. Or we could just take things slow, maybe back up a few steps. I'd be fine with anything just as long as I can say shes mine. I don't think I can really enjoy life the same way without her in my life like she has been.

Today, before I got home. I realized... She's my favorite </3