This is probably going to sound bad, but I've always wished I could be a jerk. It's not that I like hurting other people, it's just that I'm always so overly worried about hurting others that I wear myself out and hide my true feelings. I wouldn't have to be an a** hole all the time, but I do want the ability to stop caring about someone else more than myself and just focus on my real feelings.
That's why I have the signature I do. I want to stop giving a damn and just be free to act like myself. Be selfish from time to time, or bossy, or just a sarcastic, overly frank jerk.
But I guess I should watch myself. I have a tendency to get what I wish for, and most of the time I'm not so happy about it afterwards.
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An Attypical Life
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Only two items left until I finally get my dream avi! Donations much appreciated -- A million thanks to: Soul Error!