shut up, shut up shut up........ I don't want this...... I hate this, I don't want this. why me why always me? shut up, just shut up, It's not fair... Not one bit, no one would cry not one bit. I wouldn't cry, what reason do I have to cry. I don't know how. No I just, I can't anymore. I can do this. I know this world. shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up.. I hate this lie. I can't lie anymore.. I don't know anymore. I don't know anything I don't know how to smile. I don't know how to kiss I don't know love, I don't know how to hangout..... I hate it. I don't know. Your a false preacher of love having never known it. You want unity, but I hate it.... No I never knew it. Distrust they don't trust me. I hate them. You love them, they trust you. You know they don't, the signs are all there.... Shut up, shut up. Stop blinding yourself to truth and accept it. shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, you want to sleep. I'm not done yet, I can't. If you don't who will. It's so unfair to you. it's all unfair. I choose this. You don't know what to choose. I chose their happiness they love me....... If that's true then when was the last time any of them gave you a shoulder to lean on, heard your heart cry..... I never asked, and I don't expect one...... So please leave me alone, I don't need myself reminding me of what I already know.
b.l.Tiger · Mon Oct 25, 2010 @ 02:36pm · 2 Comments |