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You know what, I really miss my girlfriend. I was listening to a song that i listened to one day when I was really depressed. It's called 'The Rain song.'. It reminds me so much of my sweety, not to mention it basicaly says her nickname the whole song. I sit here and in my head jus' try to imagine her voice. Isn't that pitiful? All I want is to talk to her one more time. It's been too long. I jus' want to talk to her one more time and I'll be fine for a while. It's really starting to tear me apart inside. I'm starting to think peotic again. I kinda' started a poem in my head callen 'My Juliet.' You may find it posted sometime. Dought it 'cause I can't think of what to add to it and writing this is helping a lot. Though even jus' a single email from her would give me something to get strength for my life ahead. I hardly ever hear from her, and I know it's not her fault. But I can't help but wish inside, that she'd find a way to jus' email me. An email written with her feelings and cares and not rushed. I get ocasional emails i know... but... it's not the same....

(Spilling out of depression as I sit hear teary-eyed missing my girlfriend who lives across the country from me now. We've been faithful to eachother for close to 2 years, even through the problem of distance. Her family and other things have stopped her from being able to call me. And now email me even. And it's starting to take some very harsh tolls on me emotionaly and mentaly. I miss her sooo much it's hard to not think about it and break down in tears...)