f.y.i this is the next day. I can't find true happiness in these worlds, Gaia and real life. do you think it's because of me not seeing my boyfriend? or my so called "friends" on my old soccer team making fun of my bf and saying stuff like "I wonder who the poor guy is" and "how did SHE get a bf? is he blind?"... they are NOT MY FRIENDS ANYMORE! i just realized what horrible people they were, and they weren't joking about what they said, they didn't know that i could here them talking in low voices so that they thought i couldn't here me. I AM NOT DEAF! I WAS STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO THEM! I WAS ONLY ABOUT HALF A FOOT AWAY FROM THEM! next time I see them I will just ignore them and see how they feel about that. If I'm still mad at them. my TRUE friends actually WAS HAPPY FOR ME HAVING A BF! I am glad that I have quite a few true friends, and not to many foes. I am getting hungry and I am tired of sitting here being all depressed. I'm gonna go real quick and get something to eat and hang with my TRUE friends on here. goodbye for now.


~Jordan F.