Steph, you are the most amazing person to ever enter my life, you have made me more happy than I have ever been. I know you have problems trusting people due to your past..and I guess knowing my past doesn't help much either...but I understand. Also, I hope that someday you will trust me and believe me when I tell you that I want to be with you forever.. because..well Steph...I do..because I love you, and I'll do anything to show it...yes we will fight and disagree...but in the end we are good together. and I don't ever want us to be apart. And I'm sorry if my past has brought you to believe that I will hurt you..But I really won't and I just..I truly want to keep what we have going. Your the only person in my life that truly matters to me(I mean my family and stuff matter too but I'm saying that you matter most). and if you ever need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to or anything I'm here. I promise I won't treat you like those other guys..They were foolish to...You are to good to deserve such mistreatment. which is why im trying with all my power to not ******** this up and to make sure you know that I love you and I'd do anything you'd ask to make you happy. I know today was rough because of our argument...and I probably screwed up already by scaring you with my past..but I will make up for it. I don't want you to feel scared around me...I don't want you to be afraid of me leaving you..I want you to feel safe and loved and cared for..because that's what im trying to do...keep you safe, care for you...love you. You mean the world to me and I don't know what i'd do without you. I know it may be a while before you trust me but...I will do my best to make sure we never break up...because..I truly do believe your the one.....whether you believe me or not I do...and I'm sorry if this message makes you think that im rushing it or whatever...but even though its only been a week and a half...I know its you...because both my mind and heart and soul..are telling me..I truly care about you steph...and I truly don't ever want to hurt you or leave you...and I hope you can believe me...
