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his words now are like a knife through my heart,
pain overflow my mind body and soul.
If he saw through my eyes would he understand.
I love him more then any man.
even after each blow i could stand there and smile
if he could only know.
how much i love him..
how much i see.
but theres nothing i can do.
he stands there and causes me pain
why do i keep letting him in..
everyone is asking.
when i know im just going to have him break my heart,
again,and again.
Simply because I love him.
through all the pain I can see the real him.
and i know hedosnt love me back.
But nothing has changed.