The Grief Always Comes Back.
Dream
Taman stared at the leaf. She felt sick. It was terrible. She looked and saw Kiwi walking towards her, smiling and looking at her round belly, not knowing the horror.
"Get away from me!" She screamed, getting up with tears suddenly running down her face. Kiwi looked at her, confused.
"First I see you or some marage die in front of me! Do you know how that felt!? I was torn in two of the choice of killing myself or staying alive!
"When I found out I had a baby growing inside me, I was happy and sad! There was another reason to kill myself! I couldn't bear seeing something that resembled you, it was horrible! Now you want to know something interesting!? IT DIED! I have a dead baby rotting inside of me! ROTTING!!
"And now you come along, looking happy and unashamed of this hell you put me through! Why didn't you come and visit me!? I'm through with you! Your a terrible boyfriend, a terrible father! I knew I never should have trusted you! I should have listened to that person who told me to stay away from you! But I was blinded by the fake security that you gave me! WHY!?! WWWHHHYYY!?!!?"
When Taman was done she collapsed on the floor, crying. Kiwi looked horrified, and she was satisfied that he now felt the horror she had to live through.
"I hate you.." She whimpered, getting up and walking away, wobbling. She saw Alu farther away, watching.
"Kill me! End my pain! Please, I'm begging you! I hate this! I hate my life! I just want to DIE!" She sobbed.
Alu walked towards her and took out his sword and was in the motion of stabbing her when Taman woke up. She sobbed and clutched her pillow.
"Mommy," She whimpered quietly.
