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well. this is probably going to be a lot with how I haven't written in weeks,despite that I can only remember the past 2-3 weeks. umm. had marching practice two weeks ago. yeah,never march in vans. I started to bleed,and had to deal with it through the rest of practice. <the cut is still there too> Saturday,last Saturday that is,Christmas parade for the city. was plenty of fun,but the fact that we marched two miles in our uniforms,making us sweat a lot,was a bit gross..xD;; and of course,my husband has been giving me plenty of trouble. anywho. I got a fever on Tuesday I think <ironically,talking to my husband when i got it> the night after that <well day> I had thought my ex to be dead,with his suicide threats and not responding and all. luckily,he's still alive though. same day I had a concert for band~ was fun. <also,we had a concert in the morning the Friday before parade with a highschool> Again,more trouble with my friend's relation,which I'm forced to deal with,along with my own. of course,because,when isn't something passed over to me? seriously,can't people at least take care of their own goddam lives? <I have enough to deal with anyway.> Also,just got off school,into winter break now. Though I can't say I'm very pleased with being off. It just means I'll be away from my best friend,who might be going into surgery to get a lung transplant over the break. possibly. <might.> And I bring myself to today,where I've been eating saltine crackers ALL DAY. <It's noon now> yeah,Still sick,along with some other things. But I'm getting better I guess. well physically? not mentally or emotionally lol. also. my friend suspects that I probably have at least partial ADD,ADHD,OCD,and APD. which I don't doubt. -probably does have that stuff- yay I'm special~ anyways~ out.