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Interesting things
Yes this does have some of my older work in it, but it is mostly facts and history.
a to z about me ( updated)
A
Age?: none of your concern

Available?: taken sorry

Annoyance?: Sister

Appearance: cheerful and quiet

B
Birthday?: july 9th

Best Friend, excluding family? Brandon heights, and maison pailer



C
Crush?: the man I am currently with.


Car?: no


Cat?: yeah 3 of them

D
Dad's Name?: no father


Dog?: 1


E
Easiest people to talk to?: friends, family, and BF

Enemies?:randell Hollers, stephinie leech, brittany foxx, and chris spain


Email?: thats none of your buisness

F
Favorite Color?: black, blue, red, purple


Food?: anything but something spicy


Favorite Band? Its hard to choose scine I listen to a large veriety of music

favorite poem: Spirits of the dead by edger allen poe
thy soul shall find itself alone
'mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone
not one,of all the crowd,to pry
into thine hour of secrecy:
be scilent in that solitude
which is not lonliness - for then
the spirits of the dead who stood
in life before thee are again
in death around thee - and their will
shall over shadow thee: be still.
The night - tho' clear - shall frown-
and the stars shall look not down,
from their high thrones in the heaven,
with light like hope to mortals given-
but their red orbs,without beam,
to thy weariness shall seem
as a burning ans a fever
which would cling to thee for ever
now are thoughts thou shalt not banish-
now are visions ne'er to vanish-
from thy spirit shall they pass
no more - like dew-drop from the grass
the breeze-the breath of god- is still-
and the mist is upon the hill
shadowy-shadowy- yet unbroken,
is a symbol and a token-
how it hangs upon the trees,
a mystery of mysteries!-


G
Gummy bears or worms?: neitherI prefer health foods

Goal for this year?: Pass the 12th grade, and get people to leave me alone as well as become the scilent type that beilves that actions speak louder then words.


Gold Digger?:hell no


H
Hair Color? black

Height?: 5'9" i guess

Happy?: not all of the time, but i am



I
Ice Cream?: no thank you

IQ: User Image

J
Job?: trying to find one


Juice?: spice tea

K
Kids?: someday






Keep Grudges? yes


L
Love? yes



Longest Car Ride? to gatlinburg


M
Milk Flavor?:white

Major or majors?: culinary and computer technology


Minor?: english


Movie?: gods and generals, don't mess with the zohan, avatar, and Alice in wonderland by Tim Burton , how the grinch stole chirstmas ( both versions), and all the classic crhistmas movies, and etc... if I like It i watch it.

most random thing said: the third little pig committed suicide, went to hell, became a zombie, and killed everybody on the face of the planet

N
Number?: I have one, but no one will get it. muhahahaha

Nick Name?: Otter, selene, motoko, moto, major kusanagi,ayame,siyuri,lithium flower, desert rose, moon, lily, Raven,Shumanitutonka Ob Wachi ,fire ,luna, and moonlight

O
One Wish?: i wish that my mom would get along with the family, and I wish that I could see Australia some day.



P
Phobias?:Agraphobia ( there is a reason for this, and I will add more to this later on)


Parents: only a mother ( which i don't think of as a parent anymore. I look to my grandparents more as my parents)

Pizza Toppings? pepperoni, sausage, pineapple, tofu, spinich, mushrooms, and broccoli.

Personality: am relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. I am moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.I am very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
User Image

Q
Quiet or Loud?: Quiet

Quote?: There are countless ingredients that make up the human body and mind, like all the components that make up me as an individual with my own personality. Sure I have a face and voice to distinguish myself from others, but my thoughts and memories are unique only to me, and I carry a sense of my own destiny. Each of those things are just a small part of it. I collect information to use in my own way. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me and gives rise to my conscience. I feel confined, only free to expand myself within boundaries. the world is vast and infinite.

Quitter?: no

R
Reason to Smile?: no reason, but sometimes I do smile.


Right or Left?: right

reality tv? hellz no
S
Song Last Heard?: another day in paradise by Phil Collins


Season?: Fall

T
Time woke up?: 6:00

Tattoos?:Hell no


Type of Music? anything

truest words: " life is not a race, and that it is followed by each step taken. if you skip a step all thats going to do is make you fall.then you have to get back up and keep trying till the end. each time you skip a trial of your life its just going to be another fall. till eventually you won't be able to get up anymore"

"Do what you can, and nothing more. Do what you want, and nothing less. No fear, no limits. Feel the fear, and overcome. Step into my shadow. "

"In wicked darkness I retreat, a silent sorrow rots my soul No longer coping with real life, delving into the uncontrolled a voice leads me into a dream attached to the endless void of bright crimson. The light shatters into a darkened heart filled with hate. Surreal and concrete the thought of pure solitude invades my conscious. Locked inside myself Hope lies dead upon the floor, but only ash and piles of dust holes are eaten in my heart, the caustic signs of rust consuming who I wish to be, €until all that€™s left is merely flesh. No heart beat I lay hollow faith crawls from these burning lungs, gasping in despair in hope of rekindling what was once there...."

" We are all Born Dead. The end exists Before anything begins. If living Is a constant quest for awareness ,The awareness we gain at the end is the real goal. In others words ,death Is the discovery and the complete Understanding of the end. We are not permitted to seek awareness Those that cannot transcend death Will not find awareness in anything. "

" what am i to you? a rag doll to play with? It seems that a woman's words are taken for granted, and a man would prefer her silence. As I drown in the sea of men not being able to be myself. All i can do is look to the future , hope for the best, and let the mirror reflect what i see"

trait snapshot: introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control

U
Ugly?: nope.

V
Vegetable?: i love all vegetables

Vacation (last)?: gatlinburg

W
Worst Habit?: speaking my own opinion

Where are you?grandparents

where are u traveling to next?: home
Want to be when you grow up?: a culinary chef or cosmetologist or computer technician ( I will start going to college to become a computer tech starting in June)

X
X-Rays?: yes

X-Rated?: no


X-mas or Thanksgiving? xmas


Y
Your current mood?:tired


Z
Zodiac Sign?: cancer
Zoo Animal?: otter....





 
 
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