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yo guys Cassie here xp im bored as HELL soooo i decided 2 tell u bout how my life is an idk y but lets do it whee when i was born in 1997, my mother cried. she wanted a boy, but i wasnt the sex that she wanted. i went tomboy 2 live up 2 her expectations, but then she wanted a girl, an since i was 2 involved with being a tomboy, i stayed like this. as i grew up, i moved 2 my grandmothers house. its not exactly nice here, since she can b a rl cow sometimes, but it'll have 2 do 4 now.....in kindergarten, i learned 2 toughen up, since we had a bully who rlly loved 2 ruin my life. on HIS last day of skool, since he was moving, he kissed my 4head, said he was srry, an said goodbye. it didnt dawn on me that he liked me until a few years ago. in 1st grade, my bond between me an my bff josh grew stronger (friendwise) we would get picked on cuz pple automatically thought we were mental an that we liked eachother. that was not true an still is not. at least, I dont like him. dont kno bout him though.....in 2nd grade i finally learned 2 ignore the snide comments about josh an learned 2 stick up 4 him. i didnt have 2 do that often cuz he was pretty cool with being called names, an hes fine with that. im always surprised my his calmness....i scared him in 3rd grade when he agrivated me an i tried 2 choke him with a piece of string. it took him a while 2 get over that, but he eventually did. he DID learn nvr 2 piss me off again though xd in 4th grade i made a new bffl whose name was Olivia (gaia username is cx I LOVE HATERS cx) in 6th grade puberty started 2 make my life even worse stare i sorta lost josh as a friend with my attitude, but we still talked often. he noticed me changeing 2 a rl smartass an i cursed often. i also noticed new boys. i should rlly change the way i flirt cuz when i flirt, i pretend i hate ur guts an totally pretend that i dont like u at ALL an damn i rlly need 2 change that cuz that is getting me NOWHERE. but my biggest crush EVER doesnt rlly mind. im gonna have 2 b ALOT nicer 2 him, especially when he speaks seductively 2 me *sighs* anyway im in 7th grade now an things 4 ok i guess. everyday im getting in physical or verbal fights. get new scars an wounds. im rlly starting 2 get used 2 pain an its weird. im rlly tough an im not afraid 2 fight with what i believe in but even though im able 2 break bones, i just cant bring myself 2 break hearts. im not THAT evil. sooo if u want 2 learn more about my crappyish life style, comment me an u can also find me on facebook as Cassie DeLouise whee C YALL L8TR!!!
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