Well where do I begin. I was going over some files on my computer desktop computer clearing out any old files. Mostly because my lap top just kept over heating from a game I was playing. When I happen to come across a kama sutra file. And it had like different versions of it one was written in very graphic detail, another was written like a couple wrote it.(still very detailed.)
The whole time going through this file I was saying to myself where did this file come from. Then I remember there was a file on my psp I bought a while ago it already came with it's on memory card. So I decide to take it and put it on my computer and come back to it later.
Something happens my computer gets a virus and it's like a week before I decide to remove it . (I never really use) Anyway back to the present. I find myself clicking through these pictures while at the same time trying to play flyff. (died 3 times by the way.)
I guess I really wanted to know about this. So later I decide to read it. The whole time going through this I'm constantly looking online about the different position. I have that problem where every time I have a thought, those thoughts have thoughts and then those thoughts have conversations with other thoughts. I try not to think about orgasm and naked.(that fails.)
I try not to think about wife and girl friend(huge fail). So i end up having thoughts after thoughts around this entire subject. If my wife would be into something like that? In other thoughts I some how make it to I wonder will she cook me food, I wonder what kind of food would she likes, Then other thoughts going at the same time like, wait I know exactly what she likes or wait I don't even have a girl friend, wait do girls even read this and so on and so on.
I try not to think about the girl I liked for a long time. (Epic faillll!!) At that time I ask myself all these different questions while at the same time trying hard not to think about naked and the girl I like. (I so failed at that lol.) While I'm thinking about that, I laugh then I think to myself for "me to be so worried heh I really don't know a damn thing about sex. Sure I know the scientific stuff, I know how it all works, but long story short I'm still a pure blood virgin."
I don't know the "words or so called moves that leads up to it." And even then what would I say during it. I stop thinking so hard and thankfully I've been up all night, so I go strait to sleep. I wake up 4 hours later feeling like I got hit by a brick. Rubbing my head I say to myself "It's a good thing I kept myself in solitary this weekend." Well gn everyone. Been up all night again.
P.S. I like to add there is so much stuff I can't add to this lol.
 b.l.Tiger · Mon Jan 31, 2011 @ 11:10am · 1 Comments |
