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"Nee, Yamamoto… what's an uke?" Tsuna looked up towards the baseball idiot sitting across from him in the brunette's room. Yamamoto stared at his best friend who was nervously shifting around awkwardly and just grinned. Tsuna didn't know what the word was, he just heard it, and was curious. He heard couple of girls from his class, talking about him and said he was uke, also mentioning Gokudera or Yamamoto was seme.

"Well, depends on which uke you're talking about, haha!" Tsuna just stared at Yamamoto dumbfounded. 'There're two meanings for "uke"? I don't get it…' Tsuna mentally thought as he stared at the baseball lover, Yamamoto stare back.

"C-can you tell me both…then?" Tsuna so innocently (in Yamamoto's Pov) stared up at him with a blush. Yamamoto blinked and decided to go with the first 'uke'.

"Well, uke is something you can use in Baseball, like… uhnm… oh, a batter, umpire, receiver… etc." Yamamoto trailed off, slightly blushing at the next thought, and paused.

"What's wrong Yamamoto…?" Tsuna stared at the baseball lover and scooted closer towards him. Yamamoto blushed and avoided Tsuna's eyes.

"Well… the other uke… is a bit… complicated…" Tsuna, still wanting to know, got a bit too close for Yamamoto's comfort.

"Uhh… I have to show you this 'uke'." Yamamoto blushed a bit as he stared at Tsuna's innocent, honey colored eyes. Tsuna smiled a bit and said, "Show me…" Yamamoto continued to stare at Tsuna for a while and sighed.

"Don't regret what you just said, okay?" before Tsuna could ask what Yamamoto said, the swordsman clashed his lips against the brunette's, making Tsuna's eyes widen and Yamamoto's eyes closed. The rain guardian tilted his head slightly, deepening the kiss as he cupped Tsuna's cheeks, licking the boy's bottom lip, asking for entrance. Yamamoto opened his eyes and stared at the shocked brunette and broke the kiss, but slid his hand under Tsuna's shirt and started to roam around for Tsuna's n****e, which he found and started to tease it with his fingers.

The brunette gasped, making Yamamoto lean over and kiss Tsuna again, but only deeper than the last. Tsuna blushed furiously as he felt Yamamoto's slick muscle wrap around the boy's slim ones and locked in place, as Yamamoto licked and sucked lightly on the tongue, earning a slight mewl from the brunette.

Breaking the kiss, Yamamoto pulled off Tsuna's shirt, making the brunette yelp as he was pinned against the floor with another deep kiss, moaning as he felt Yamamoto's fingers continue to play with his nipples.

Tsuna started to kiss back to Yamamoto's surprise and started to react towards the swordsman's touches. Smirking, Yamamoto broke the kiss, the only thing connecting their mouths was a string of saliva which Tsuna quickly licked away as Yamamoto started to kiss and suck on the boy's neck.

"Ah… Yamamoto…" Tsuna felt Yamamoto start to lick around his navel, making him blush more as he felt the tongue slip into the navel and shivered. Yamamoto stared up at the brunette, smirking, enjoying the reactions he was getting…

"So… uke… also means bottom… which, there's a seme, who is on top…" Yamamoto hovered over the flushed Tsuna and connected their lips together with a powerful kiss, making the brunette moan as he felt their crotches start to rub against each other.

Yamamoto grabbed Tsuna's waist lightly, and gave him a light thrust, making the boy moan in their kiss as Yamamoto continued his actions, starting to feel his hard-on against Tsuna's.

They soon broke the kiss as they huffed for air but otherwise continued to give small pecks to each other. Yamamoto started to unzip the small boy's pants, making the boy whimper as he wrapped his arms around the swordsman's neck.

"It's alright Tsuna… I'll make you feel good…" Yamamoto cupped his hand over Tsuna's erection, making Tsuna moan and bite his lips, shaking slightly from the pleasure he was receiving. Yamamoto chuckled as he kissed the brunette's chest, then towards to one of the boy's n****e, and started to softly bite and suck on it. Tsuna moaned loudly as he felt Yamamoto slip his hand into Tsuna's boxers, and started to stroke his member very slowly. Tsuna mewled as he moved his hips slightly, making Yamamoto's stroke become a bit harsh, but Tsuna didn't mind at all.

"Hnm… Tsuna… so cute…" the brunette blushed as he heard his rain guardian whisper into his ear, sending shivers down his spine and that made Tsuna feel aroused more than ever. The baseball lover chuckled as he unzipped his pants and slid his boxers and pants slightly, revealing his hard erection to Tsuna, making the brunette blush like a maniac.

Yamamoto seductively told Tsuna to get on his knees, which, he did, and stared at Yamamoto's hard member as the swordsman placed the tip against Tsuna's mouth.

"Suck…" Tsuna obediently licked against the tip, and then sucked lightly, making Yamamoto smirk and moan lightly. Tsuna then stared up towards his smirking rain guardian and blushed as he felt Yamamoto tangle his hands against Tsuna's brown locks, pressing his c**k against Tsuna's mouth a bit more. The brunette took the tip and sucked lightly, as he wrapped his tongue around it, making Yamamoto groan and start to pant a bit.

"Ngh… so good…" Tsuna blushed as he started to take more of Yamamoto's member into his mouth, earning moans and groans from his rain guardian. Tsuna softly bit down, making Yamamoto tense a bit but otherwise moan louder. Tsuna went in a slow pace which made the baseball lover blush lightly, staring at his boss who was now on his knees, looking so ******** as he was sucking on his c**k. Licking his lips, he pressed Tsuna's head closer to him, making the poor boy gag a bit as he struggled not to choke.

Yamamoto, at this point was almost lost in heaven as his legs started to quiver, moaning loudly as Tsuna started to deep throat him. Tsuna's now watery eyes glistened as he felt Yamamoto's c**k twitch inside his mouth, and hummed lightly, making Yamamoto pant a bit faster and moan even more.

"Nghn… Tsu-Tsuna…!" Yamamoto clenched his teeth as he slightly thrust into Tsuna's mouth but the brunette pulled away, letting Yamamoto c** onto his face, as he felt the warm substance slide down.

The swordsman stared at his boss that was still on his knees, now licking off the c** that was still sliding down as those lust filled eyes stared up to the rain guardian's eyes, filled with emotion. Yamamoto got onto his knees and started licking some of the c** off Tsuna's face, letting the brunette kiss his rain guardian. The swordsman pulled away but kissed the boy again as he pinned him against the floor, pulling off Tsuna's pants and boxers.

The brunette hissed as he felt the rush of cold air and blushed as he saw Yamamoto take the small boy's member into his mouth, already deep throating him as Tsuna moaned loudly.

"A-ahn! Yamamoto! Nnghn…!" Tsuna blushed harder as he felt that slick tongue slide along his length, then wrap lightly, squeezing the hard member as Tsuna started to thrust his c**k into Yamamoto's mouth, urging him to go faster. The baseball lover did so as he sucked harder and faster much to Tsuna's delight.

"Ngha! Ah! Takeshi!" Tsuna bit his lips as he came into Yamamoto's mouth. Yamamoto chuckled as he swallowed some of Tsuna's c** and looked up towards the brunette. Tsuna panted lightly as Yamamoto crawled up, and gave him a powerful kiss as he felt the sticky substance pour into his mouth as Yamamoto deeply kissed him, wrapping their tongues as they both licked off the c** that was in their mouths.

Breaking the kiss, Yamamoto now positioned himself against Tsuna's a**l as the boy paled lightly.

"Hnm… Tsuna… It'll be fine…" Yamamoto licked Tsuna's earlobe once he said that, and started to push in. Tsuna wrapped his arms around Yamamoto's neck as he felt the tip start to intrude as Yamamoto continued to push on.

"Hn… this is going nowhere…" the swordsman grabbed the brunette's waist and did a harsh thrust against the brunette, making Tsuna wail as he felt Yamamoto start to move in and out.

"Ah! Nngyha! Ta-Takeshi! I-it hurts! Ahh!" Tsuna clenched his teeth as he felt the pain slowly turn to pleasure as Yamamoto continued to thrust harder and faster.

"O-oh god! Ah-aahh~" Tsuna moaned loudly as he felt Yamamoto's thrust become something he wanted more as he started to thrust his hips back.

"That's it… good boy…" Yamamoto smirked as he connected their lips together as Tsuna continued to wail and moan into Yamamoto's mouth. The swordsman smirked as he felt Tsuna's body tense slightly as the boy broke the kiss, screaming the hell out as he pleaded his rain guardian for more. Yamamoto did so, loving the sounds of the erotic screams coming from his boss.

"Ah-Ahh! Takeshi! More, please! Nnghn!"

"Damn it Tsuna… so sexy…" Yamamoto grunted as he felt Tsuna's tight a**l tighten around him more; making it hard to ******** him but Yamamoto didn't care. He continued to thrust harder and faster, making the boy underneath him scream louder at each thrust, pleading more and more as he felt Yamamoto continuously hit his pleasure spot over and over. The swordsman panted as he grabbed Tsuna's forgotten member as he began to pump it. Tsuna moaned and screamed and wrapped his legs around the baseball lover's waist. Yamamoto continued to thrust as he couldn't keep his moans in anymore as he leaned against the crook of Tsuna's neck.

Yamamoto moaned loudly as he felt Tsuna tighten around him. The swordsman stared at his boss as he saw Tsuna drooling as he continued to moan and scream Yamamoto's first name oh-so erotically.

"God damn it, Tsuna! Nnghn!" Yamamoto came into Tsuna as he did the same, screaming his guardian's name as his c** splattered against their chests. Yamamoto panted against Tsuna's neck, tickling him lightly as Tsuna panted as well, voice hoarse.

"Ngh... Tsuna… otherwise… uke… is the one that gets ********… while the seme ******** the cute little uke…" Yamamoto kissed Tsuna's cheek as the brunette blushed furiously, just realizing what had happened a couple minutes ago


Gokudera and Yamamoto walked in silence down the empty street, the cold night air biting at there faces. They had just left Tsuna's house and were on there way home. Finally, Yamamoto broke the silence, glancing over at Gokudera.

"Tomorrow's Valentine's Day," he commented, and Gokudera eyes narrowed slightly, already knowing where this conversation was heading.

"So?"

"You'll accept chocolates from me right?" Yamamoto asked with a crooked grin, but his smile didn't last long. Almost as soon as the words had left his mouth Gokudera flat out rejected him.

"Definitely not!" Gokudera said immediately, his eyes never straying from in front of him. "I'm not a girl!"

"Is that so…" Yamamoto said and his tone caught Gokudera's attention, and for the first time, Gokudera looked at Yamamoto.

His stubborn expression faltered when he saw Yamamoto's crestfallen expression and he felt a slight pang of guilt. Silence fell between them, and Gokudera kept his eyes fixed on the road. There was no way he could agree to something so embarrassing. They stopped walking when they reached the spot they separated and Yamamoto gave Gokudera a smile, his smile not quite reaching his eyes.

"See you tomorrow Gokudera."

Gokudera waved goodbye and watched him walk away for a few seconds before he turned and continued walking. He stopped when he arrived in front of the convenience store, the gaudy pink decorations in the window catching his eye. Through the window he could see a display of chocolates of all sizes with a large sign that read 'Valentine's chocolate' above it. He stared at the display for a few seconds before he turned away from it and started walking again.

After a few steps he stopped, staring down at the sidewalk. An image of Yamamoto's crestfallen expression flashed through his mind and he sighed loudly before he turned back around, heading towards the convenience store door.

~~
The next day in school

"Where did he go?"

"I think he went that way!"

Yamamoto peeked out from behind the wall he was hiding behind, sighing in relief when the girls ran off in the opposite direction. He straightened up and started walking down the empty corridor in case the girls came back. It was hard to turn down there Valentine's chocolate without a good reason and he couldn't exactly tell them he was dating someone because then they would demand to know who it was.

As he walked down the empty corridor, he glanced out at the courtyard, stopping mid-step when his eyes landed on a silver haired teen. At a closer look, he noticed Gokudera was talking to a pretty girl with black hair who was holding a heart shaped box. Yamamoto briefly thought about leaving, feeling bad for spying, but when the girl held out the chocolate's toward Gokudera he stayed where he was, anxiously waiting for Gokudera to turn her down.

But Gokudera did the opposite. He accepted the chocolates and, on a closer look, Yamamoto could tell the silver haired teen was blushing. Yamamoto's eyes narrowed in anger and he abruptly turned away from them and stalked down the hallway. 'He can accept that girl's chocolate, but he won't accept mine? Aren't we supposed to be dating, so why doesn't it feel like that at all? I can't take this anymore…'

~~
After School

Gokudera followed Yamamoto into the empty classroom, confused. Yamamoto had been acting weird ever since homeroom had started.

"What did you want to talk about?" Gokudera asked, leaning up against the wall and slipping his hands into his pocket. His eyes widened slightly when he felt a heart shaped box in one of his pocket. "Oh yeah, this girl…" he trailed off, and hesitated, lowering his gaze to the floor."Never mind, it's nothing."

"Gokudera I want to break up."

Gokudera's eyes widened and he snapped his head up to look at Yamamoto, taken aback. "What…?"

Yamamoto didn't look at Gokudera as he continued, keeping his gaze fixed off to the side.

"Why did you even agree to go out with me? Did you do it out of pity?"

"What are you talking about?" Gokudera asked, his voice low and his hair fell into his face.

"I don't want to go out with someone who isn't serious."

Gokudera clenched his teeth and his hands balled into fist. He reached a hand into his pocket and grabbed a small, plain looking box before he suddenly chucked it at Yamamoto's head, hitting him dead on.

"b*****d!" He yelled on the top of his lungs before he turned and stalked out of the room, slamming the door hard behind him.

Yamamoto stared at the close door, shocked. His eyes slowly trailed down to the now dented box lying by his feet and he leaned down and picked it up. His eyes widened when he realized what it was and he opened the small note card attached to it, reading it.

"To Yamamoto, happy valentines day baseball idiot."

Yamamoto stared at the words for a long time, guilt surging through him. He had messed up big time.

~~
Later on

Gokudera lounged on his couch, staring listlessly up at the ceiling. He was still mad, but his anger had diminished a lot. It was partly his fault for never expressing his feelings right, but there was nothing he could do about that.

Gokudera thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the sound of knocking and he glanced at his door. Deciding to ignore it, he rolled over on his couch, content with feigning absence.

"Gokudera I know your there. Let me in."

Yamamoto's voice floated through his door, and Gokudera sat up, glaring at the door.

"Go away!"

There as a brief silence after this and Gokudera wondered if Yamamoto really had left, but then Yamamoto spoke up.

"I'm sorry," he said, and Gokudera glanced off to the side. "I got mad when I saw you accept chocolate from that girl, even though you turned me down."

Gokudera raised an eyebrow, repeating 'girl' silently to himself in confusion. What was he talking about?

"It's just, you're really hard to read sometimes and I feel uneasy, but I understand now. You gave me that chocolate because you love me right? Even though, I could've gone without the baseball idiot part," Yamamoto mumbled the last part under his breath and Gokudera smiled slightly despite himself.

"Anyways, if you don't let me in I'm gonna start confessing my love to you at top volume for everyone in your apartment building to hear-"

Yamamoto barely even got the whole sentence out. In seconds, Gokudera was jumping over his couch and darting for the door, throwing it open and glaring daggers at Yamamoto.

"Don't you dare-" Gokudera stopped mid-sentence when he got a good look at Yamamoto for the first time.

Yamamoto was holing a bouquet of roses and a container of sushi. He gave him a crooked smile and said, "Happy Valentine's Day Gokudera~"

Gokudera blushed and quickly moved aside, pulling Yamamoto into his apartment before his neighbors could see him.

"I know you don't like sweet things, so I substituted chocolate with that sushi you like from the restaurant. I made it myself."

"School only ended an hour ago," Gokudera said, raising an eyebrow. "How could you have cooked it that fast?"

Yamamoto blushed slightly and sat the stuff down on the table, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment.

"I actually made it yesterday because I was planning on inviting you over to my house for dinner today, but then…"

Gokudera's eyes widened slightly when he realized what he meant and he turned away from Yamamoto, crossing his arms.

"I'm not a girl," he muttered. "I don't need all this romantic crap."

"I know that," Yamamoto said, his blush darkening slightly. "But I wanted to do it anyways. Ah, I never said thank you for the chocolate you gave me. Thank you, I love it."

Gokudera jumped slightly when Yamamoto suddenly hugged him from behind, surprising him.

"What are you-?"

"Gokudera," Yamamoto said, cutting him off and his tone quieted Gokudera down. "Please don't accept things from anyone, but me."

"Again with that? What are you talking about?" Gokudera asked, starting to feel annoyed. "I turned them all down."

"Eh? But I saw you accept chocolate from a girl with black hair in the courtyard…"

"Huh? Oh that," Gokudera said. "Those chocolates weren't for me. They were for-"

Gokudera stopped mid-sentence and suddenly pulled away from Yamamoto, not looking at him. He walked over to the sushi and began fiddling with the bag, well aware of Yamamoto's gaze on him.

"Who was it for? Was it for Tsuna?" Yamamoto asked, noticing his odd reaction.

"No," Gokudera said nonchalantly. "It's not important."

"Tell me who it was for," Yamamoto persisted, his curiosity at its max.

Gokudera hesitated before he suddenly sighed and grabbed a small heart-shaped box out of his pocket and slapped it against Yamamoto's chest, still not looking at him.

"Here, it's for you. Apparently, people think we're close so she asked me to give it to you. I couldn't exactly say no."

Yamamoto looked down at the chocolate and then back up at Gokudera, taking in Gokudera's reluctance to give it to him.

"Why didn't you mention it sooner if it was for me?"

Gokudera's blush darkened and he still didn't look at Yamamoto.

"Could it be, you were planning on not giving it to me? Are you jealous?"

"No, I just hate being treated like a mailman," Gokudera lied, and Yamamoto smiled widely seeing right through him.

"Don't worry," he said, tapping the chocolate against Gokudera's head. "I'll turn her down properly tomorrow. She wrote her name on the box."

"Do whatever you want."

Yamamoto smiled slightly at his response and tossed the chocolate aside, turning to the sushi.

"How about we eat? I'm starving."

"I'll go get the plates and silverware," Gokudera said in response, heading into his small kitchen.

He grabbed the plates, stopping briefly in front of the silverware drawer. A small smile made its way across his face before he returned to getting the silverware. Maybe celebrating Valentine's Day together wasn't such a bad thing