Date;; 02.19.11- 02.20.11
Time;; 11:55 pm - 12:25 am
Time;; 11:55 pm - 12:25 am
- Today, I had lots of things in my mind. However, I then think about my goals in my after life. I feel like I'm breaking away from many people who I cared and loved. Within my hands, you see a flower that is very appealing, but it doesn't show its true-self to the real world, and that flower is a sign of me and you. Its like your afraid of showing yourself to others for who you really are. I mean, really. Its hard to tell the truth about yourself. But you have to face it to them. Face the facts about yourself and them. Even if they gossip about you, just ignore it and move onto the next. Change the person who you really were.
Example, lets say that you are just a rebel and you've done a lot of things that were horrible. And one day, you realize that somethings inside yourself, you regret it. Then in reality, its like you don't. But those who decide to make bad choices, you won't have anyone, the ones that you trust, cared, and even loved ones. They soon will fade and disappear in your mind.
Watch yourself, check if you are in someone's shoes that you aren't suppose to be in at all. Make your goals and dreams come true. Believe in it, believe that someone or something will come out of nowhere and help you.
Well, to me, I will tell you my goals...My goal is to become a wonderful pianist. Ever since I was a child, I'd always wanted to become one, however, the fact is that I can't because you know, you're suppose to get good grades and etc. But to me, I believe that there is something else that there is another way to become something else.
In my afterlife, I'm afraid of making my own decisions, because I know, as the matter of fact, for sure that as an older person, you are much wiser and think harder about the things that are going to happen. I know it might not make sense to you. But, to me it does.
The second thing that I am afraid of in my afterlife is that having a family. I've always wanted to have children (only about two, no more than that) and a wonderful husband, who is brave and strong. But the thing is that when you're married, you have to pay finances and etc. Also afraid of losing your loved ones.
Right now, I'm still a young child. To tell you the truth, I may sound like an adult as I am writing, however, I'm a preteen. Yes, I know that I have a long life along ahead of me. But to those of who are adults, I believe that some of this information is true, and I'm guessing that it is happening to you now in this life time.
For those of you who are/were reading it, I thank you for it.
Oh yes, one more thing, I wanted to write this out just to express a little bit of my feelings out to you guys out there. So I hope that you did enjoy this a lot!
