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I said i was in love with Fire to Pink. I think she got jealous and said that Fire told pink she loved her. I don't think its true but i also think it might be true. I actually LOVE her. Pink has a crush on her. I wonder if pink actually loves me though. Like i guess it kind of broke her heart, but i really dont
like her that way. I only except Pink as my friend. My heart is in pain right now, does she love me or Pink. She knows i love her, doesn't she? This thought is making me cry a little. I keel thinking of many questions. Does she know i love her? Does she love me back? Does she understand how much she means to me? I just want her to be here, with me right now while im on this bus. I can keep my sadness sealed, but how much longer? How much longer before i burst into tears. How long before when my sadness will go on for years? i want some answers...