Once again I find myself at a crossroads, and it has to do with the inn oddly enough despite the fact its only been around for about two weeks. Why ask myself if I want to give it up? Don't worry I'm not having issues again if that is what you folks are thinking, but rather I am thinking where does my joy lie?
I can't keep getting preoccupied with Gaia as I have been, and I can't keep jumping between all the forums. Also I find that I am having certain second thoughts about role playing. Don't get me wrong, I am not having issues.
Perhaps I should explain.
Before Creek entered my cafe, in otherwords before I gained the cafe, I had little or no concept of that a breedable or growing pet was. When Creek first came in with the creature known as Gru, I became interested in this idea that pets could grow and change, and maybe even breed. As Creek got more, I became even more curious, which ultimately led me to look into the pet forums myself, which is how I found Wish. Or rather created her.
It has been over a month since I have gotten into breedables (I know this because Wish is now an adult). I own now six pets, and am helping Kyoko with the Neko Koneko and helping Roselite when I can.
Now I know before, when the cafe closed my fingers were itching and I was driven mad not being able to do what I loved, but over the weekend (minus the drop by at the Kafe and later on at Aidan's school) I found it wasn't that bad. Not being there, I got to talk to the people in the breedables more.
The thing about breedables, is that you know the people both inside and outside of role play. Like the way the Kafe is, since it isn't all that serious. To be greatly honest I feel more comfortable like that. As Kara as a character developed, I thought I could handle whatever came her way, but there were times I am not sure of myself.
Then again I don't know really. I suppose it depends if the pet shop takes off. If it does become a success and Kyoko and I can convince people to role play within the guild. I think perhaps most of my time will be taken in up that venture. The world of breedables where I know people as themselves and in role play to me is much more comfortable than to only know the person only in role play.
 Kara Winters · Fri Mar 24, 2006 @ 07:02am · 0 Comments |
