There are days that when all the chaos of having so many children settles down, when there is quiet and they all do their own thing, that sometimes I wonder. Where am I going in this life I've created? I would have never imagined ever to have so many children, nor to have an inn, or to be looking after a school. Though the constant presence of all these living beings surround me, even though I have wonderful people visiting me I wonder. Where am I going?
Since arriving her life as moved on, and it shows through the growing up of the children, the addition of them. A part of me fears when the first will be ready to move away. Start lives of their own, or jobs for that matter.
They have goals in life, no matter how small, I wonder what my goals are, or will I just watch them grow up... gain families? Is that all I'll do?
 Kara Winters · Fri May 05, 2006 @ 08:50pm · 1 Comments |
