I follow the advice of a friend and wow did I need it.. Been doing a little spring cleaning on my journals. My journals needed cleaning type O's out the a** and it does look a little cleaner lol.
Been dealing with s**t all this week my brothers been using my computer all week because he got screwed by some store and his computer is now being fixed by our friend lol.
Dealing with stereo types, betrayals and failures. I don't blame'm. Any normal person would have done the same, someone like me has seen it more than a enough times. To be stared, mocked by your family and others in the community. To have good friends say to you I don't know you. To not be able do something because simply because of color. Who wouldn't break if something like that happen.
So who wouldn't break Oh wait I ******** didn't, I've lost count of how many times I stuck my neck out for people and them try to slice at it. I've lost count how many times I defended somebody's name just because an a** hole would lump them up with a stereo type. I've lost count of how weak many of you are.
I understand. As long as no one knows, as long as you don't think about it. as long as it's not YOU,
When a wild pit bull bites you on the arm you don't pull back giving up space that's how it gets leverage on you and pushes you to the ground. Instead you take that arm and drive it forward, make it choke on it. Same thing goes for this. If you keep giving up little by little space every time, sooner or later you won't have anything to give up.
My brothers facebook friend dealt with it too.(he's a 1uppper but at least we can agree on this.) He said "why don't people realize happiness with the person you're with should come before the color of their skin..." That's whats wrong with the world now you all only look at the top layer of the cake (so to speak.) Damn it's annoying. ********!! I gave up paradise for this, pauna for this? (lol castiel) I don't want anything in return, GOD knows I don't want anything, but I expect more effort. Giving up is what kills you and make you someones b***h.
...... but I suppose your still growing, just try a little harder and instead of judging them by what others do, by what you do just talk to them and be honest ....
b.l.Tiger · Sat Apr 23, 2011 @ 09:03am · 0 Comments |