Ah, today is the first day ^.~!
I'm sitting here with my bottle of water, Annie Lennox blasting "Walking on broken glass" I realized shortly after getting super excited about working out today thanks to jessy, lol I can't do anything strenuous - see I just got my tooth pulled out.. and ive got a nice big gap that would surely love to start bleeding again if I tried it :p !
I assure I'm not such a lazy a** that I wouldn't go workout right now if that weren't the case but alas it is and I went through roughly 15 gauze already so no thank you >:{.
However.. I am going to say no to that super delicious looking piece of birthday cake in my fridge today and weep silently because I really ******** wanted it.
You know what else I want? To go to a store and -not- feel a little out of place because there is not a single thing in the store that would fit me. To walk down a crowded street and -get lost in the crowd- because I'm finally normal looking. To not think about -food like its some answer to my miserable day or some magical substance- that I don't feel complete without. - Metaphor, I know that I can't actually live without food!
Ily- Nina
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