I've been thinking when I turn to college and graduate. I'll have my own job, be in a church organization. And if I'll earn enough money I'll buy a house but just for me and my sister Mycole. Why? I can see that my mom treats my sister and me like a bunch of burdens. So I'll not be a burden anymore. I'll just have my sister beside me and keep her. There's no one who loves her in our house. I heard her cry so many times before. Because of my mom. I know. I love my mom. But sometimes she makes me forget it by my anger and pride.
Someday, I don't want my sister being a rebel like me before. I don't like her feeling the same way I did. I don't want her to be a tomboy and a smoker in a very young age. I felt like I was alone and I thought that my rebel being will change them but they didn't.
Maybe some thing can change them. I tried quoting verses to my mom. But she didn't listen. I tried to give her advises also she didn't change. It's so hard you know?
Well, that's all.
God bless us ! :3
By: Misaharuna12
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