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So i guess i should be updating this every so often. Not much happened today. It had its down and ups but the ending may have been a down. My girlfriend is now grounded which ruins any future plans and puts a cloud over our lives for a little bit. Soon it will be vacation which means a week or so without gaia :/... Sometimes it seems like I'm more of a nuisance to everyone than an actual presence. I guess this is the harsh reality of life but the thought of giving up my whole social life for people I do not care about has been chaining me down for the past three or four months. I guess im going to have to learn to conform to it or just wait until may and fight to the very end. The decision truly is tearing me apart and I'm beginning to even believe in myself anymore. Well i guess this is it for now... Until next time what few people may read this...