Because living with separate parents can be difficult as hell. Because even though I love my mother, I need my dad. Because they should know that they have an ocean in between so perhaps is time for them to stop arguing. That the one who has to pay the consequences is not them. Its me. And I hate it. Because even though I have the highest of regards for my father, when even his dad says bad things about him, my trust wavers. And what I receive from him? Nothing, a call that finished before it started. Because I want to continue studying, but it seems even my family is against me. Well, I'm not gonna be a nurse, nor a doctor or anything that has to do with medicine. I get shaky when I see blood. I'm not gonna be a teacher, because the youngsters now a day dont have respect for others. And even though Im unsure of my future, I know Ill become what I want, not what they want, 'cause Im tired of being an example just because Im the older one. Im not an example, I never was, and Ill never be. And if thats what makes me happy, then let them be miserable <3