[«L u m i è r e. d e. L u n e»]
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Between Scott Weiland's Paralysis, the Foo Fighters' Walking After You and Metallica's Hero of the Day, I can't seem to get over wanting to be with you. Not even being sexual with you, perse. Just being with you. Talking with you, holding your hand, having your arms around me and feeling safe in them. Laying my head on your shoulder. I'd have loved to walk down a street with you and point out strange things, talk about philosophy and discover art in the city with you. Everything was so rushed...we were friends, but I don't think we were really the kind of fierce, loyal friends that would run to the corners of the earth for one another. Or..I dunno. Maybe not like that. We were close. We were caring. But there was always an element of like and I feel like somehow, in some way, it destroyed the possibility for a purely platonic relationship. And darling, I'm craving that so badly with you right now that it hurts me deep down in the crevices of my heart. We could've never had that with distance. I hate how I need a physical presence to reassure me that everything will be okay. I need your friendship, I need your protection, your reassurance. I just need you here.
I miss you so much.
Current Autoplay: How To Save A Life, by The Fray
