The SandlYlan: well, first you must understand the concepts of anger and wrath The SandlYlan: anger is not a sin, wrath is The SandlYlan: wrath is uncontrolled anger The SandlYlan: so, you say it is your anger said that you surpress? thats a big part of the problem The SandlYlan: supressed emotions can kill someone, as they are doing to you The SandlYlan: n since your mind over matter ability is very high, ur subconscious mind can only attack you when it is in complete control: in your dreams The SandlYlan: My advice to you, get out this anger now, get a counselor and get it out with them, or it will destroy you bre TheStainOfTears: my first problem is: i dont know how to even summon this anger. its uncontrolled, unpredictable. i dont know when it will come out, and when it does, i quickly compose myself and come back (as you saw) but i cant just command it The SandlYlan: wat if i provoked you? TheStainOfTears: i doubt it would work, this anger is smart, it feels like its a whole seperate sentient being. TheStainOfTears: its not part of me, and i speak of it as an individual beacuse of this The SandlYlan: AH-HAH!!!! THATS IT!!!! The SandlYlan: "lightbulb" The SandlYlan: YOUR GIVING IT POWER, FEEDING IT, BY MAKING IT AN INDIVIDUAL!!!! TheStainOfTears: hmm... i guess you could say that. but im afraid of it, afraid to take its power, afraid to make it part of me The SandlYlan: your afraid, yes bre, and it knows that
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