You're killin' me, yo.
I can't not love you.
Update: SIKE. I have stopped actively loving you. I still love the idea of you, but it no longer holds me back. You are just the memory of the first boy I loved. I do not miss who you are now. I miss who you were with me.
But honestly, good luck in life. I wish you the best. Enrich other lives as you have mine.
Further Update: I'm an idiot when it comes to these matters. Whatever happens, happens. I love you, but am not bound to you. This helps more than it hurts, by far.
I'll dream about you. I will not doubt you with the passing of time. Should they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullet. I'll know my purpose. This war was worth this.
You are my eternal favorite.
BxR Pants Girl · Wed Apr 02, 2008 @ 02:58am · 0 Comments |