If you think that i'm just gonna sit here and wait for something to happen between us then i'm sorry. There were so many chances that i wanted to confess to you, i wanted to be honest but you merely didn't mind it,like it was nothing. So i'm putting my all on this, i don't care if you can't see it, i don't care if my words are all jumbled up together because this is how i feel about you.
I like you since the first time that I've ever gotten to know you, it might sound silly coming from someone like me since i'm always laid back when i'm with you and sometimes i tend to keep things all to myself. But its true, each ******** day was freaking torture, to see you with someone else hurts me more every time since i can't tell you everything since you're surprisingly dense. I don't know if you want me to spell it for you? but i'm seriously giving off vibes that i want you more than a friend. Do you want me to molest you in broad daylight just so my feelings could reach you? Every time you get a lover you'd tell me but you won't even listen when it comes down to my issues. How miserable do you want me to be? How cold is that heart because you always tell me that you freaking don't understand. Don't you dare play dumb. To make me write all these things since i can't say it to you because i don't want to ruin your relationship with your current lover. I'd prolly be a saint. I wish you luck on whatever's going on with that person, i hope you don't get aids and stuff cuz well that's gonna be tough to handle. And i promise you that i'll find someone better than you so you better show me that you're happy right now so i can forget about you.
- Jun
DUDEEEx · Wed Mar 28, 2012 @ 07:12pm · 0 Comments |