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Okay that last journal entry was a way of letting out my bottled up anger, which is a bad habit that I do all the time and is probably not very healthy. (Hahaha you guys can't actually read it, its on 'private'!) However, it seems it was all a bit misguided and a terrible mistake. I kid you not. Although i do feel all those things I mentioned in my last journal entry, they have now scurried back to the dark and horrifying depths of myself, not able to be retained at the present moment. They are back to being sealed away from everyone, including myself. How efficient. Anywho, turns out the big ranting verbal attack Lucy sent to me was just a copy of what she sent to someone else (the intended reciever) and she just wanted me to see what I thought of it. Me being me, I jumped to the easy conclusion that suddenly Lucy was piss-mad at me for everything (it wouldn't be the first time), and got right to ignoring her, convinced that hate mail was all about me. Once Lucy managed to get me to listen to her for half a second (I was hell bent on ignoring her), she explained it was all a huge mix up, and that she still wanted my opinions on her hate-mail-writing-skills. Needless to say I felt so sorry for the intended reciepiant of that verbal attack, geez Lucy can really vomit out the offenses and obsenities. I told Lucy that she should most definetely refrain from posting that particular piece of writing anywhere where someone may see it, and to my uttermost relief, she actually took my advice for once! Sucess! Honestly, I do like the person the hate mail was intended for, and believe (secretly) that Lucy is way out of line to say those things. Of course, I didnt voice my opinions in the off chance Lucy decided to start a bitching war. I could take that ranga on in any battle you put before us: intellegence, physical strength, beauty (if i do say so myself ;D ) and all matter of other contests INCLUDING an English-off! Damn straight. But to her defence, she knows every bitchy comment, unfair advantage and down-right offensive skill in the book that could be utilised in order to defeat me in a full out b***h fight. However, in a Hunger Games style competition, she'd be dead in a second. I'm a pretty heartless and selfish person when it comes down to it. Perfect friend material, really. xD
On a full change of subject, mid-year tests are most certainly upon us. In fact, I have ingeniously sat through and completed half of my exams and assesments. WOOT! Those include English (my specialty, I didnt study much for this one, but i feel confident), Art (I call this my second history. Honestly, I studied so much for this one, and I think it really paid off. In fact, I had to much information and didnt have enough time to get everything down that i wanted to. Curse that!) and Maths (oh the pain, math is made up of two tests and im pretty sure I failed them both miserably. woo-hoo -.-). So yes, I made a new years resolution at uh, New Years (duh!), to improve my maths, but that hasn't really been happening. I blame gaia. Yupp, its all this websites fault! *nods* I'm still semi-detirmind to do that, if I ever was in the beginning. Then I have Science on Monday (s**t, this ones not my strong point either, but i think i got it down... kind of. I know pretty much the whole revision sheet, but if a question with absolutely no relevance pops up randomly, I think i will freak out), Drama on Tuesday (this will actually be fun, i think. God knows, I have one of the most infamous memeries of all time {for example, I can quote books and movies that I've only read or seen a couple of times very efficiently, but when it comes to remembering lines for a play I'm usually done for}, but i think I've got everything under a wrap for now-- its going well, and -miraculously- smoothly) and History on Wednesday, even though it was supposed to be Tuesday, my examination has been reschelduled so I dont miss the drama Eisteddfod/assesment. This is actually a really huge project, but thats mainly because I have the most painful teacher ever, whose life seems to revolve around giving out masses of overly-difficult homework. Honestly, he gave us a week to do a whole case study, which is uhhhh, solving a crime! (<---thats a long and painful story that you do NOT wish to hear, believe me) Anyway, because this examination is on a whole civilisation (Sparta), we are expected to know everything from great battle to dance to childbirth and the political system. Luckily we get to take a 'cheat sheet' of sorts in with us, one A4 page in size 12 font. Theres that much information to cram on there I'm using teeny-weenie boarders and size 11 font-- he'll never notice, MUHAHAHAHAHAHA! *evil laugh* I'm still planning to refine mine and fit even more information in. Can never have too much!
On top of all this s**t, I have just moved house. Yes, boxes still line the walls in a disturbingly neat and organized fashion, coutesy of my dear mother. However, I have been frantically washing windows and the like to prepare my dear old house for the new renters! But honestly, packing up and moving is one of my least favourite jobs ever! My sister loves it, but I just hate it. Even packing up every week to hike over to my dads gets me lying on the floor in a five-year-old-tantrum. Not really, but close enough. Relocation isnt really my strong point-- like math! Wow, what a revalation. They should put that in a dust covered book, or something. Anyway, I've been meaning to update my profile with the new avi art I've been getting, but I havent got around to t just yet. Its taken me numerous days to write this journal entry, because I keep having to leave and come back to it later. I have no time! grrrrrrr. Well.....I'm going to go now, as I actually feel its about time to post this particular block of ranting, so thats what I shall do. And YES i KNOW there are some absolutely HORRIFIC spelling mistakes in here, i CAN see them, dont worry. Its just late and my perfectionist persona must have already gone to bed because I dont feel my usual need to straighten my clothes and fix all my spelling and grammar mistakes, so excuse me. BYE!!!
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