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i just seem to be really bummed today. i don't know why or how it happened. i just had a small fight with my fiancee and now i feel like crap and my heart seems to be hurting. i hate it when we fight but sometimes i start to think that if we don't do something that one day we will both get sick of everything and we will split up. sometimes i think that maybe life should have stayed the way it was i mean everything has changed. my friends and i don't talk much we are always fighting and i seem to be crying a hell of a lot more. i guess it was kinda stupid that i thought that when he came to live here everything would be perfect. but i guess i was stupid. well i guess we just got good news. he can stay with us until housing looks at his background... i have no clue as to where he went to but i am worried that he is pissed at me. he didn't say bye or tell me where he was going he just got dressed and left. i feel like s**t.