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Well, my name is Amy and im new here to Gaia. Only been here for a few days and now i've decided to make a journal. And i have to say that Gaia is really cool. Make your own little avatar, friends, clothes, gold coins, messages, houses, cards, and now.....that ive discovered...journals. Thats alot of crap. Kinda like The Sims....in a way but you actually get to talk to the other people and ....you cant enter in cheat codes for money....lol.

Well first off you will notice a few things about me. But somethings you cant pick up just by reading what theyve typed. Lets see....i'm stubborn, nice, sweet, creative, weird, random, funny, caring, compassionate, romantic, classy, a b***h, annoying, quiet, friendly, a loner, but dependent on friends, loyal, trustworthy, brave(sometimes lol), artistic and a daydreamer all at the sametime. If you can even imagine a person like that...

My looks....dark hair with red highlights, big brown eyes, 5'3", 110lbs, im slender but still curvy(no im not telling you my bra size, if youre a guy or lez/bi), im half spanish, I shop at pacific sun, hot topic, clairs, journeys, and sometimes american eagle.

My heros are
Gerard Way: not just because he's in a band, or he's cute or i can totally see myself getting married to him(even though i SO can...haha), but he's reallly....inspirational. He's so talented, respectful to women, a great friend, great band mate, and I really want to follow in his footsteps. He acts, sings, draws, paints, dances, and performs with all his heart. In highschool he was a big outcast, he still is. He has his very own style. He loves. He hates. And most of all, he does his music for one reason....to save peoples lives. He doesnt care about the money, he wants girls to "spit in the faces" of anyone(rockers) who makes them show their boobs just to get backstage, doesnt care about the fame, he doesnt care about being cool, he doesnt care about following the rock and roll thing, and he sure as hell doesnt do it to make girls like him. He wants to save peoples lives, to help them through all situations. He wants people to be happy and stay away from thoughts of suicide. I love this guy....

My friends: Magy, Nada, Kristin, Bryson, Seth, Alyssa, Alisha, Dillion, Danny, Ryan, and Trevor

God:....do i even need to say why?

What I want right now really bad:
Seth, meet gerard way, go to an mcr concert, be a vampire, (haha), see every horror movie made, not to be afraid of showing who i am, not to be so quiet in school, to have a friend that i can trust right away no matter what (bryson is the closest one to that kind of friend), have a guy that loves me for my personality first, looks second. I want to be really good at guitar, I want to be in a band......when im ready and when im good, I want to sing for the band but i dont think i can sing and play at once, I want to give gerard way a hug, a big one, for the TAKS to be over, go to st.louis right now, go to high school right now because im sick of jr. high, a starbucks, be 4 yrs old again, be in a movie, and other stuff.

What Im Afraid of/What I dont want:
I always have these dreams where my friends and family just dissappear, im left alone, and im looking for them cause i miss them so much cause i wouldnt be who i am today without them. Im afraid of a friend or family member dieing but i never say anything. Im afraid of bugs and spiders lol. Im afraid of dead little girls with long black hair who move creepy. Never meet gerard way. Im afraid of not ever being TRUELY loved. Dieing a virgin....hahahahah jk. Losing my blanket. My computer being taken away. Getting all F's on my report card....im not a school freak but i care about my grades. i get all b's but omg i would be like...ahhhhhh if i got all f's. Eating mushrooms. Being in the same room with michael jackson....even if he just likes boys.


and thats it for now!