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I've been dreaming a lot. It's kind of sad to say this but when I wake up, it might be the most sad part of my day. This weekend I wanted to sleep all day and when I did, I felt wonderful. The dreams were the best part of living. It made me wonder if anyone has ever written a book that just consisted of a log of their dreams. I wonder if there is such a thing out there. If you've ever seen such a thing or you find one, please post it for me. I'd love to read that.

I know people draw inspiration from their dreams all the time and I do from time to time. I can honestly say that I love living in my dreams. Last night ( or this morning ) I had a dream that I invented levitation books. Dev and I were best friends and we had two other guys friends. We were all working on the boots together, sort of. I think Dev and I were rocky at times but in the end we were the closest of friends. It warmed my heart to be with her again, even if it was in my dreams. If I can have those moments with my friends, even in my dreams, it is a reason to live. To have those kinds of memories, however fake they are, makes my day. Remembering the way she looked and the fun we had cheers me up all day. I love it. I love being able to think like that. Whoever is tending to my dreams, up there in the moon, is truly a saint. I feel so blessed.

Even in the dreams where my roommate yells at me for being loud, there are wonderful memories for me. I really do take those dreams into my relationships. It is very important to me when I dream of other people. I would like to have a new dream about my mother so that she isn't such an evil figure. The last dream with her was the one where we were trying to find the magical figures to free ourselves and she ended up putting us through these lies and stress. I would also like to have Andrea or Jordan in a dream. I can't remember the last time they were in there. ^^ maybe even one of my cousins would be cool. And I always love dreams about my exes. Gods, I can still taste the bitter honey of the dream with Michael. Wonderful.