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I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things, but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations, since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.
So, today wasn't all that good.
i woke up at 6:16 AM cuz I didn't wanna get up any earlier than that.
i was going to look pretty, but I didn't feel like it, so just a sweater and a pair of jeans, I didn't care if I wore the same shirt from yesterday. brushed my hair, wore my friends beanie (which uhhh has a tiny little string pulled from it that i did on accident.... TIP#1, NEVER BRUSH YOUR HAIR WHEN YOU ARE WEARING A BEANIE. I KNOW THAT NOW. HFDJSK)
and just left to school. it started off nice. the guy i liked from a while ago sat 2 seats down from me, he isn't at school often for some reason though. listened to music in guitar class, then we had to practice a new song.
Minuet in G. ugh, i have to master that song or I am not a guitarist. xD
then second period, I had about 2 bucks and something cents. I bought a butter cake from my old freshman studies class; (she's the only freshman studies teacher in the school that sells muffins, and cookies.) butter cakes were new and i wanted to try it out, and they were ******** good. its like, soft yet flaky, and it tasted JUST like caramel. it was really good. I took a nap after that, then in third period, we watched a movie, and then the class would shut up, so we had to take at least 10 facts about the movie/show/clip. i only wrote down 6 with the limited amount of info that i could hold in my little head. then in 4th, well, nothing really ever happens there. reading a new book called "Speak". sounds and looks nice. Then at lunch, I bought a spicy chicken sandwich and slapped some mayo on it. it was yummy, don't judge. that's how mcdonalds make their spicy mcchicken burgers, it's just without the lettuce and a bit spicier. my friends were being idiots and were throwing those paper darts everywhere. i thought that only happened in middle school, but apparently not. then in fifth period, well, fun as ever. four square is ******** fun man. but then sixth, meh
it's like, yesterday during lunch, i was super hungry because i had no money, ate no breakfast, and no free lunch. but one of my so-called friends bought so many tacos (yepyep, taco tuesday) and hey gave a spare dollar to this other girl, and he gave a taco to another guy. ugh. that also reminded me of last year, where on the way home he walked with us, and he knew the ice cream guy and got everyone else ice cream but me. i almost cried that time because it was unfair.
but then today, it was 6th period, with another guy. everyone was eating apples, and i like, LOVEEE apples. there was apparently only one left, and when i asked if i could have it, he said no, then these other people that sit at that same table were smashing it, then it popped out of the bag and he ate it. :'c
AND THEEEEN in that same period these guys were making fun of my teeth and
...
no one knows how self-conscious i am of my teeth. seriously. i hate my teeth, i look like ******** timmy turner crossed over with a beaver. i got so mad. then everyone started throwing paper airplanes everywhere. so everytime it came to me, i just ripped it up. everything just irritated me after that.
how come yesterday was cool, but today isn't?
it started out nice, then it ended with a stupid surprise.
almost cried in 6th period too
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