Feeling a little bit alone right now. A is at A-con with a bunch of her friends. Haven't even heard from her today. It pisses me off a little actually. I had a rough day at work and it would be nice to talk to her.
Bleh... I really need to go do something. I still need to go to the Japanese Society to check out the taiko drumming class. I want to get back into martial arts too... so bad in fact, that it makes me want to punch baby seagulls! scream Which I do not recommend doing.
My problem is getting motivated... I'm so tired after work I don't feel like doing anything but relaxing and on my days off... I like to relax as well. I just need to find another job closer to downtown. So much more to do there. If I move there I'll be able to get on with my life. I'm not going anywhere at this job, it's pretty much a dead end.
I'm hungry! I need to go get groceries... I hate going grocery shopping when it's really crowded, which happens to be all weekend. I'll go during the week.
GRRAAAGH! scream I need to be more open and just be myself! I'm working on it but it's easier said than done.. I've kept to myself for so long it feels really uncomfortable to actually let people know much about me. I have a facebook but I don't even post. Wtf?
Actually, I'm more open and friendly to people now than I have been for a very long time. It's nice. Which is why I want to get to know more people and make new friends. For so long I've felt like there are only people that hate me but I'm finding out that a lot of it is all in my own head. I've gotten better about not caring what people think and get embarassed a lot less now. I just kind of shrug it off.
Anyway, enough reflecting for now. I'm going to go find some food... Hopefully.
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