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Burning in flames
All the blame comes to me does it not?
Saying that if I fall in pain...and I won't be forgiven is useless...
It is like saying "no offence" when it is too late...
Why do you say such words to me?
I have feelings too! I'm human like you!
Why don't you understand?
I'm breaking down inside....and all you do is smile?!
I know I'm not perfect with males....I do apologize
I just don't understand....Why me? Why?
There are plenty of fishes in the sea?
Don't you see it? Plenty of opportunity...
All they ever do is learn to use me and then abuse me with their words...
Can't you see I'm going insane?
I'm trying hard to keep my head up...
Like one has told me to "grow a back bone"
I've been developing one, don't you see it? But they try to break my bones like their sticks broken in half by a step...
Yet..You put your anger on me...blame me....punish me if I die or go into pain...it's not fair...it never was fair...
Those who break me to pieces...end up messing me and my heart
Now I push all the good guys, they ruin me...making me go UP HIGH!
But they can't do anything to me, this is all online....
I must keep standing...I must not be a LOW DOWN!
I can't let them win! I must stay strong!
Pushing all the insults and put downs away...throwing it all away, they aren't right...they don't know me! They don't know the true Snowy!
-Snow that flutters down like feathers