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wow emily u r only saying this because guidance tould u to..or why ulse would u all of a suden want to be friends again...? expeshally after u were calling me a b***h and stuff like that
like just one min. u hate me and the next u love me agin wow

wow im going to go out with mathew.... or not im not really sure if i want to ask him out... and kate im really didnt do this because gidence told me to i did it because of what we were talking about in health class... and i wrote it down but i dont know if i should give it to you because of what rachael said.... and i really do want to be your friend... and the reason i called you a b***h is because thats what i was feeling that day i even called rachael a b***h to.... i even called my mom a b***h because i was really stressed out!!!!! i wrote this letter to rachael and i told her that you were being a b***h and i told her that my dad talked to me about my "problems" with you and stuff so i told rachael in that note and then she got it taken away from her and the teachure read it and sent it to gidence so gidence read it and tryed to make me do "peer medition" [u]again[/u] and i said no but she is going to be calling me down every week just like Mr H..... is doing so i can talk about how i am "feeling" so i wont be so "stressed out" anymore..... but the point is im really really really really ~more then a billion times~ sorry.... just i cant deal with this stuff anymore... my mom just broke her noise and corey cant even walk anymore and im trying to be your friend. im been trying to hangout with mathew and racheal and spencer more and my dad just almost had a heart attack so my life has been a living hell for me and im sorry to everyone ive been a jerk to my whole life im really sorry kayice you are a really cool person.... and im really really ~a billion times~ sorry to you kate.... and dakota is trying to get back togeather with me and he had been skiping school and geting introble with the cops so i will feel sorry for him and get back togeather and i just am really stressed out sence the first fight we got into... ~i think it was before you were sick~ and i took it out on you and i am really really really sorry.... i have even been writing songs about you and all the fun times we had togeather like the camping trip...~my moms boyfriend invited me to go and i said no because that makes me think about you and all the fun times we had that weekend...and how we are not friends anymore and i am really sorry i even said about you behind your back and im really a billion times sorry for calling you a b***h but i miss my long lost sister....~and katy and rachael had been telling me that i act like a sister to them and i start crying becacuse my only real sister is you and it will always be no matter what!!!! but rachael and katy they are just friend sisters. in order it goes kate, Rachael, katy, and kayice, and then my future cuz~morgan~ so im really sorry i even talked behind your back and i know im really [b][i][u]stupid[/u][/i][/b] for even doing that im [strike]like[/strike]the worst friend ever but i did change because instead of being mean i am writing songs about my life and i did write 3 about you. and if you want to read them just ask me and i will give them to you ~or copy them down~ but kayice and kate i really miss you guys and i want to be friends again that is my biggest wish in the whole world after geting a cure for corey...(because he went to the doctor and told my family ~not corey of course~ but he told us that corey is sopose to die by the age of 15 or younger so im really upset latly and i dont know what to do but i wish i did have a best friend here for me so i can tell them about it.. ~and i cant tell rachael because she dont care all she talks about is spencer~ [b][i][u]BUT KATE AND KAYICE I MISS YOU HORRIABLY BAD SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME[/u][/i][/b][i][/i]

i wont judge on ur decicion, u do what u think is best emily smile ive got ur back 101^ smile

thanks your like really cool Aaron i just wish i could talk to you on the phone again!!!!!!! i really miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your the only friend i can really trust.... because katelin is mad at me so i cant really talk to her

i did read the note that u gave to rachael...who ulse do u think brought it to guidance...so i no the only reson why u r saying sorry is because guidance tould u to...cuz guidance tould me they would talke to u ~poop on you~(Evan said that) and isnt it strange that u r saying sorry after u talke to guidance...so i know that u r doing it because guidance tould u

honestly, katy you should just leave emily alone, and emily, leave her alone kk? (srry em i dont want to be rude, if thats what im sounding like sweatdrop )

wow kate.... i wrote that note to you after health class!!!! and right now my life has been perfect... but then dakota talked to me and i told him what was going on and he said he knows im happy now but he also said "Emily what if you become sad agian and you really miss katelin what are you going to do then" and he is write so then i though about what he said and he what he said is true so i wrote that note becuase thats how i feel now!!! and because dakota was right so like i said before kate im really really sorry!!!!


And rachael you said a teachure took that away from you!?! and i thought you wornt katelins friend anymore!?! so witch one is it???

and im trying to figure out this fight katelin and i are in so im going to try to figure this out so im going to talk to her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






katelin did you read my last comment??? if you would read all of it you would understand!!!!!!!!!!!!! im really sorry and i miss you a hole lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!