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Hm. First secret update from Moocow. :0 This is kind of odd. I didn't think of making a journal on Gaia before when I found out when it was released. Guess this is just me being a rebel. ninja Plus Zuna thought it might be an okay idea to sneak on once in a while and update so people know I'm alive. XD For a while the only journal I read was Lil's ongoing story Soar. Haven't been able to read that for a while..but I hear it's a big hit. I'm curious about the character Sharina. domokun* She seems really sexy and alluring. ninja Hm..Let's see.. Things have been much better with my parents. I think they trust me now..I don't know. They aren't hostile anymore and are nice toward me. It's refreshing really. It's not as bad as some might think though. XD Gaia seems to be getting much cooler while I've been gone. It's so unfair. XD I see all the new features and clothes and it just makes me wish I could stay here again. I'm curious about the fishing thing. Doubt I'll do it though. I'll probably get annoyed with how to do it or something. Plus I haven't any money to buy anything. sweatdrop So yes, Moocow is dirt poor on Gaia. domokun I only have 94g... eek Hm.. Almost 4 AM. .... Yeah, I noticed how the FFW was closed. Danny had told me, but I hadn't actually witnessed the new FFW. It was kind of..I don't know. It didn't feel right. It felt empty and kind of awkward. Maybe it's because I haven't actually posted anything in the new thread yet, but I looked at it. I think I'm kind of afraid to say something there because it will just seem weird and not right at all. I mean, the latest posts were like... 30 minutes apart. eek What the hell ever happened to the many posts at one time or the funny inside jokes or all that good stuff? Maybe it's because I didn't read all 1k+ pages that I don't understand all of this. XD I'm sure it's not all as bad as it seems, but to me, the place is dead. It's really depressing to actually admit something like that because this is one of those things where you just want to deny it the whole time. I'm not going to deny it anymore. Not like it really matters to me though. I can't very well get attached to the place again or I might get in trouble if I'm caught. xd Which is why I'll only update this thing late at night. ninja I'm so stealthy. What else can I say now..o_o Oh yeah, I'd like to visit the FFW for the Christmas event. I want to know what it might be like this year. Last year was just weird with the Christmas tree thing. XD I lost a lot of money donating. Good times, good times. Hmm...I guess I should end this entry now. Not much else to say, and I'm getting kind of tired. So. Yeah. sweatdrop P.S.: I would like to apologize to a few people before I go though. I think I have hurt some by not talking to them. So..here it is. Lili: I'm sorry for not emailing you back. In all honesty, I was trying to cut off everyone that reminded me of Gaia and stuff. Guess you know how that worked out. XD I can't really stay away from some people, and you, luv, are definitely one of them. Flutter and Para: Sorry I had taken you both off of my LJ friend's list. Like Lilithia, I was trying to forget. And I couldn't. Everyone means so much to me that it's just insane. xd My plans never work out, I guess. Die: I am also sorry for ignoring you. You've always been a great friend to me and a wonderful support, and I only threw it back at you and stopped talking to you and everyone. For that, I can only hope you will accept my apology. Nas: Sorry you've had to deal with my on and off crazy emotions. You are the one person I can go to and feel completely at ease with if something just sucks. And I took advantage of that. However, I think I've got everything under control now. 3nodding And to everyone else, sorry I haven't made the effort to talk to you. Maybe it's just me being lazy. sweatdrop And that's all. I wonder if anyone will actually read this. xd In any case, it was nice to be back for a while. Later. domokun

Posted by: kjfghdhg Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:09am

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:14am


	bighug Yay! This will be my favorite journal to read. 3nodding heart During the Christmas event, lets say you and I make a thread in the ballroom or whatever or something. ninja FIRST COMMENT, BITCHES! domokun heart

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:17am


	I'll settle for second. crying

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:19am


	Eikichi - You better. Everyone who posts after me will be considered my bitches now. 3nodding domokun

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:24am


	o_o....That was...fast. xd

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:25am


	huggles the Cow Mine. ninja heart

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:25am


	I'm still the first person with a ps to comment! xd*

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:26am


	True. But I am the FIRST person with a v**a to comment and that is just as special. whee heart

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:34am


	Aww, I really can't beat that, can I? gonk

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 10:54am


	Nope. :3

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 11:33am


	That's great lets all have a conversation in Moocow's journal, but you must all beware I AM LYKE ONE OF THE BIGGEST JOURNAL WHORES ON GAIA LYKEOMFGI'MEVENAPARTOFTEHGUILD! domokun heart Moocow: To be honest I was deeply hurt by your actions & though I understand what you were going through, it still made me extremely scarred, & pretty angry. Nas would be like, "let her be", but I was angry, & I felt it wasn't fair that I was being hurt when I did nothing wrong. Infact I was the first person to email you from since your annoucement, & I've been trying to keep ongoing contact with you ever since. I don't bother to use LJ as much as I used to... it was just a small phase really... I'm put off by it now. I'm glad that at least you'll update your Gaia Journal, & I'll be one to visit it everytime it is updated - or at least as much as I can. I hope that this Christmas, your parents will understand you more, & show some affection that even with their faults, they still really do love you. But I hope even more that you do not forget the friends you made here, & who you really are. We all love you, & are still anticipating the day to your complete & full return. I will be getting you a present this Christmas on Gaia, I know I am not the richest, nor popular, nor talented, nor kindest of Gaians. But I believe that I am indeed a loyal friend, & though I cannot draw, I hope that I will be able to make you smile during these holidays. Happy holidays Shari, don't forget there's still a girl down here in Australia that loves you. No matter how upset she gets, she knows that you're still a true friend, & that you still care. I love you Shari. Have a very merry christmas, & a prosperous new year. Always, Lilithia. heart

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 11:52am


	Moomoo! domokun heart heart Glad to see you updating your gaian journal and that your parent and your relationship is getting better <3 Although counting out contacts with everyone is bit extreme but it's your decision and your way of dealing with this, then I think I'll shall respect your decision. Hope to see you update this soon and Merry Christmas incase I don't see you! ^___^ heart heart

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 12:37pm


	*milks*

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Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 07:43pm


	I understand why you did it so it's alright. I've had to make a clean break before...and while it's successful, it was, still is, really, really difficult and I'm never going to forget the people that I met. And it's comforting to know that they don't forget me completely either. There were relationships built, bricks of inside jokes and things just remind me of them. People who touched your life isn't that easy to forget. I'm glad you're kind of back. smile It's nice to know what you've been up to. 3nodding hugs Hope to see you around Christmas! <3 P.S. Sharina IS sexy and alluring. whee

Commented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 09:53pm


	tee hee. I feel like this is some weird secret type club thingie. xd Yeah, I'm a dork. Uh... Hi. And uh... Yeah, Damn gaia and it's getting better when people can't be online to enjoy it. crying okay, now that you're confused/annoyed/confused/something else, I shall go? xd

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Commented on: Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 05:50am


	LYKEOMFG!! FANGIRLS ABOUT eek heart heart Sorry I wasn't chatty, I'm in the midst of cleaning the house. crying heart

Commented on: Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 01:49am


	Oooh. Stealthy... domokun

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Commented on: Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 03:46am


	fangirl scream MOOCOW! heart gnaws i know we never really got to know each other well at all, but i still miss you whee I agree wif Zuna, this will be a fun and good journal to read :3 oh, and Nas gave me yo scarf...if you want someone else to have it please tell me domokun

Commented on: Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 06:04pm


	misses her NM scarf when she used to have one .____.

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Commented on: Fri Dec 10, 2004 @ 01:28am


	I never really knew you that well, but I recall bumping into you in the old FFW when you came back for a bit. I remember everyone having things in their signatures about how much they'd missed you. And I remember wondering how cool you must've been, for EVERYONE in the FFW to be that sad that you'd gone. Then I remember talking to you, and you were so funny and nice. I then I think I remember telling you that you were Sexy, as a joke, and then you said that you liked me already. The new FFW can seem a bit empty sometimes. I remember the old one ALWAYS having talking people in it. I was nice to see you again. Please come back soon. <3 Kai

Commented on: Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 02:29pm


	Zuna, I completely forgot about you when I was giving away items. Sorry, I forgot some of the people I didn't know that well. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 11:03am


	O_O omgwtf your back! tackleclinghuggleglomp god i MISSED you! crying

Commented on: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 03:25am


	WHY DID NOONE TELL ME ABOUT THIS!? eek scream crying anyway... I'm not mad or anything... i understand sweatdrop um... I don't know what to say ._.;; Come back soon! gonk

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Commented on: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 03:49am


	<center> ^_^

Commented on: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 04:13am


	wait a sec.. this was the Nas i was supposed to PM about moo's items? o.o argh >.< i PM'ed the wrong person?! kicks Die its all your fault! gonk

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Commented on: Sat Dec 18, 2004 @ 07:48am


	<center>not my fault! puts up escape dummy

Commented on: Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 06:12am


	heart It's been so long since I've seen you. And you may not remember me, but I remember you. It's great to hear from you again. 3nodding

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