Sorrow, it has a way of ruling lives. I'm one of those people who is ruled by sorrow. Death would be such a sweet option, but i am forced to go on by those who wish me life. Then they try to tell me how to live this life. Why cant i just get support and comfurt, instead of those people objecting to what i want to do. Why must everyone try to make me see things their way? I hate myself...i'm a loser, an emotional loser who cant live without those who he loves...Who is forced to...because he is to kind hearted to finish himself off because it would cause them this thing which you call sorrow... So when i go o people for help why do they force me to argue with them...why cant i just recieve support and comfurt from those i love? instead of them making me feel more and more miserable? sometimes they are right...but lots of the time it just makes thing worse...I'm soft....soft and emotional...why cant they just show me that they care that i live? it makes life easier.... Is that to much to ask for?
Amaya_Ells · Thu May 18, 2006 @ 10:31pm · 0 Comments |