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There's some days where I just want to be in a ball. Ignoring all of the world and where I can just be me. Everything I thought would be mine forever us either gone or slowly finishing. I want to be in a ball and be whatever age I desire. I wish I was 17 again, not having to worry about the struggles of college yet but my brain is still manuable to form it in the best preparation to be better successful. My mom would still be around so I could ask her questions about life. I want to be in a phase of my life when I'm not crying nearly every day and can finally accept my mom's passing. But with school and constantly being scolded my brain feels like a ticking bomb ready to explode...
If this journal is read, this is all ranting.