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Hello people,
or... lack thereof stare

It's been a while since I've posted on my journal,
and I decided to post today in my 6th period class~!
Since I have absolutley nothing to do in this class,
I guess I may as well use my time wisely wink

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Basically, this week was interesting...
Yesterday I was out of my head, thinking
all kinds of negative thoughts about my life.
Punk Rock is interesting, If you sit there for
about half an hour, you think about your life.

I myself feel pretty dumb, so I suppose my life
sucks. Today I asked some friends "So, how's
life?", but the reality behind this is a matter
of fact, I wasn't searching for an answer as to
how life is for them, but how life is for me.

Being the religous guru I am, I tend to think about
god at times like this. But this time around,
Thanks to freakin' Thomas Malthus' Essay on Population
I came to realize that life was meant to suck.
My explenation for this? Here we go...

As human beings, we are meant to sin. As humans,
we sin. Because we are humans we sin. Now we are
humans because we live, and as we live as humans,
we continually sin. And to sin is to commit an act not
approved by god himself. Now by living, we are destined
to believe in a religion, (or not) and as
our lives continue the course of it's time, we are defying
the very religion that gives us hope, the same religion
that we believe, worship, and even sacrifice for.

In other words, life sucks. Now of course if Life were
meant to suck, then there are also those who defy this
course. These people, are people like me, and my
friends. I have told my friends that I believe
Today is today, tommorow is not today, but the day
that past the day that was once today. Today is now in
fact the day we act in, and if I am going to live in this
day, I am going to live today like there is no tommorow .
Yesterday, my punk emo asian friend and I went over to
my cool Filipino BasketBall friend's house, because he
wasn't at school. After which we picked up some Panda
Express and headed on over to my house for some
Halo 2. We said that we're going to go crazy over
the winter break, and I plan on doing so.

That's my life for now, I'll repost when im at home wink