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for all the people who have seen my profile and read where it says dislikes and i put my mom's stupid boyfriend this is why i hate him

well it all started when i was 8 my dad left me and my mom. my mom and dad never got married so they didnt get divorced anyways my dad left cause he couldnt live with my mom anymore it was driving him crazy so he finally left one day on that day that he left i was so hurt i was soo sad i love my dad and i didnt want him to leave i just never thought that day would come i knew my mom and dad were fighting but i never thouhgt that would happen. after something days that my dad left my mom finds a new boyfriend he is so mean to me he calls me bad names and he hurts me and he smokes and i hate that and he treats my pets like they are nothing and no one in my family likes him only my mom everybody else hates him and i keep telling my mom but she dont care.and now my mom had a baby and all she pays attention to is her stupid baby and so im always alone at my house i feel like i live alone with no one except for my pets and i cry alot thinking of how nice it would be if my dad came back but i know that will never happen cause my mom and dad hate each other. i still see my dad but its not the same. i want my dad to know how much i cry and how much i suffer and how much i just wish he would come back to me and i could hug him like i used to.
i was much happier when my dad was with me we would do alot together and now i only see him like once a month.i will never stop dreaming that one day my dad will come back, never. crying crying crying sad cry