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The strongest dongers.

My great grandma died. I'm numb. 3 family and 1 friend death in the past 3 years and this year. All a year apart. What did I do wrong?

I'm on the verge. Of everything.

I don't know what to do anymore, but posting on here won't make a difference, since no one sees it anyway.

I always have the urge to bang my head against a wall. I can't do this. I watch movies to tune out the world. I listen to music to give myself time to let my emotions out because whenever I'm not listening I'm numb. Completely numb.

What's wrong with me? I'm scared. I am always wanting to escape myself, but I'm too chicken. When will I do it?

But will anyone even care? Thomas Hobbes, will they ever care? Who will actually mourn me? I wouldn't be surprised if I had large masses of people dance on my grave.

Completely Numb.

Can I get through this? The moths say no. Legend says when someone is about to die they see a moth. Well legends, I have something to say. I have seen more than enough moths for you to take me and well, you haven't. So take me already. Just do it.