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Everyone Knows that its Souzou!
It's made of crack ... No REALLY
But Is It Over?
Alright, I handed him the game back and laid down the line as nicely as possible. He was pretty quiet and I can't say I know if he took it well or not. I feel muc better now that I've gotten it off my chest, but I feel like something is coming sweatdrop

Shortly after I told him, it seemed like things were alright, but as the day progressed before everyone departed and headed home, I couldn't help but feel an increasingly sinking feeling.

I don't like to trust my little feelings like this one, because it could be paranoia, but something was telling me that he was quiet because he was translating everything in his head (ok, that was an easy assumption). But I think his translation might be getting lost in his frustration and I'm a little worried things are going to head into a serious denial/anger session. As long as he doesn't direct that back at me (which he sorta did before leaving) I'll be alright, but it I worry something is brewing.

How do I end up in these situations? Really? Can anyone tell me?

And before anyone gets insulting with it, I'd like to see them try to break it to someone nicely. SAYING it is one thing, guys, you should really try DOING it some time. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD THAT IS?!

*sigh* I worry that it's because I'm too nice to people. Should I really just be a b***h? Would that solve everything? stare






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Souzou the Insane
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commentCommented on: Sun Jun 04, 2006 @ 08:32am
*sigh* I'm going to add my own comment so that I don't need to keep going back a few entries to make a new one...


commentCommented on: Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 06:34am
I'm just glad that you got it over with Sou. I'm sure it is just as hard to say you don't like someone as being the one that recieves it. Did that make sense at all!? I'm sure you get the idea.



Junsui_87
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Souzou the Insane
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 07:29am
Yeah, but being someone who's recieved unwanted news like that before, I actually think it's harder to be on the delivering end. Or at least it was for me sweatdrop I seriously need to be more callous toward people, I'm too nice sweatdrop And here I was thinking I needed to lighten up, but when it comes to most guys, its rediculously difficult sweatdrop


commentCommented on: Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 06:04am
I'm sorry for you both. *sigh* Oh and by the way...WHERE did you get those things on your face? eek



Junsui_87
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Souzou the Insane
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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 12:06am
Lol, gils. I grabbed them at the market since I'm terrible at fishing x.x


commentCommented on: Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 08:35am
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Souzou the Insane
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