Sometimes I doubt myself and you but my spirit lives on
As long as I don't fall prey to my weak heart I will live on happily
I have a mental illness that turn me into an uncontrollable raging monster once in a while
But my anger and hurt my children are showing me how to control it
Thank you I find myself so grateful to be near you guys
My dream of being on a solitude mountain one day helps me when I get too attached to people or things

I thank everyday that I don't lose control...

Perhaps bipolar or attachment disorder