Life has changed so much, and even more so after my diagnosis. It's nice to have an explanation as to why I am the way I am. I look back at my old accounts and journals and realize that there were so many signs that went ignored. I should have got help sooner. I wish I knew then what I know now. It makes me feel like a creepy person that I still want to find ashley and become her friend ago. I don't even think it's her that I miss. I think it's the memories of what was good times in my mind. I loved my old home. I wish things could have been different. I have embraced NC slightly but I still hold on to the past so tightly. I hope for the day that things get easier.
P.S. Dazey just so you know, I appreciate you for trying to fight for me.
xXAlice_Jane928Xx · Sat Jan 09, 2016 @ 05:05pm · 0 Comments |