I am pretty sure I have mono. I've been sick for a week and the test came back false positive. This could be due to testing on the first week or because I have the anitibody already fighting it off in my system ( either healing or have had it before ). All I know is that I'm weak and dizzy all the time. They gave me pain meds yesterday and ever since my quality of life has vastly improved. My throat is not painful anymore because of the meds but I have smoker lady voice still.
My hook up buddy is leaving Thursday next week :C and because I am sick I don't know if I can see him! I AM TOTALLY GONNA GO WHATEVER. He gave it to me if it is mono. Had to be him.
I have another Tinder date next week. Whatever.
Trying to get friend to dump his girlfriend. She have him an ultimatium that begs for him to do it: wait till they get married to have sex again or go have sex with someone else. Seems clear to me! She has cultural stuff that gives her reasons. I blame no one at this point.
Lol today when I got on the computer, finally, I just kept scrolling for pretty colors. My brain is so fuzzy. Typing is hard too. :C It's the concentrating to hit the right keys rather than let's fogm as fast as we w can to typ df all dis!
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world