i'm not moody or anything so don't get worried people. i'm not going to blow up at any of you anytime soon. anyways. okay i don't really have much to say axcept...EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING SO FAST! ok so many things this week have happened and i am overwhelmed by everything. I'm happy about most of it don't get me wrong it's just so much is going that it's making my head spin. also i know this is really random but i was thinking about it today (and since this is a journal i will put what i wish in here) but i think i look.......okay in a swimsuit. i have a two piece and i have never liked my stomach and i just think it makes me look kinda fat in it....but then again i feel like a lot of clothes do that to me. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff today. and well i guess....i guess i got sick from it all b/c i started to shake. you know like when you get really hungry and you start to shake. i was shaking like that. i didn't know what had come over me. my friend just thinks it was b/c of the things going on in my life and i guess you could say it was but what she was talking about it wasn't. i am okay with going out it doesn't make me to nervous. a little? yes but a lot no. i don't know what it was though. anyways my ranting is getting annoying i bet? yeah probably. today i got new sunglasses and i learned how to do soduku(w/e)
better today as well. i didn't 30 puzzles. i was proud. but forget that. that doesn't matter. well i guess this is it for now. i guess i just really needed to get some things off my chest before i went to bed tonight.i'm not moody or anything so don't et worried people. i'm not going to blow up at any of you anytime soon. anyways. okay i don't really have much to say axcept...EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING SO FAST! ok so many things this week have happened and i am overwhelmed by everything. I'm happy about most of it don't get me wrong it's just so much is going that it's making my head spin. also i know this is really random but i was thinking about it today (and since this is a journal i will put what i wish in here) but i think i look.......okay in a swimsuit. i have a two piece and i have never liked my stomach and i just think it makes me look kinda fat in it....but then again i feel like a lot of clothes do that to me. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff today. and well i guess....i guess i got sick from it all b/c i started to shake. you know like when you get really hungry and you start to shake. i was shaking like that. i didn't know what had come over me. my friend just thinks it was b/c of the things going on in my life and i guess you could say it was but what she was talking about it wasn't. i am okay with going out it doesn't make me to nervous. a little? yes but a lot no. i don't know what it was though. anyways my ranting is getting annoying i bet? yeah probably. today i got new sunglasses and i learned how to do soduku(w/e)
better today as well. i didn't 30 puzzles. i was proud. but forget that. that doesn't matter. well i guess this is it for now. i guess i just really needed to get some things off my chest before i went to bed tonight
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